Who is in there?

 

I am interested in thinking, in understanding me, my life and the world around. My whole life has been a persistent effort in those lines. In some way, if I have to say that I cannot become old, I am able to understand that it is true in some essential sense. My emotions are so valuable when I read them in the context of my personality. They bring it immediate, the animal, that is, me.

 

My aches, my desires, my pains, my pleasures make me so interesting and make the world so much classified. My reason is such a light, whether as science or philosophy or theoretical analysis
or analogous encoding of emotions. I remember me as a small boy in the   West Chitra Street,  Srirangam studying in  Saraswathy  Patasala  elementary school,  when I find myself immersed in Aristotelian philosophy or Ayn Rand's objectivist philosophy or in sanskrit philosophical and logical nuances or facing the world geniuses of literature in intense moments of reading or doing poetry in fervent raptures of creation..

 

My insatiable  curiosity  is,  who was then who has become now the person who could have been in there..! A boy, the son of Mr R Venugopal and Mrs Anasuya and a being who can understand that he can be afterall consciousness and could have been all along.. A place to understand this transmorphication if logged may be called Rangan's life,  while  yet  the  panting  animal  perseveres.